Tokio Hotel und Devilish

Recently I've been listening to their songs..

They're just so cool..

I love their songs... ^^

I've influenced one of my friend to like them..

Heheh..

And it was a huge success..

He was addicted to Tokio Hotel !!

WooHoo~~~

Hahaha...

Gosh, I'm so frustrated until I can no longer feel it...

I was being cold to my parents..

Don't always talk to them because they didn't allow me to go to WS..

I know I'm being childish..

But I'm not a kid anymore...

And this is bout my life..

My fun life..

Everything's gone in second..

I hate that, really..

And besides, they talk as if they know everything bout entertainment world..

What they know bout it..

All they know is only bout politics and other stuff !!

Same thing happened again..

Last time I want to go to TVXQ's concert so badly..

My parents said, "Ala, sure they'll come back"..

SO ironic..

Now, they'll never come back anymore..

I tried to calm myself by listening to Tokio Hotel songs..

And it works !!

Totally works !!

Every time I listen to Bill's voice, Tom's playing the guitar, Georg's playing the bass and Gustav's playing the drum...

It's just so perfect !

When I have my own money and have a good job..

I will definite go to their concert, no matter in Asia or Europe..

I'll fly to German..

Become their concert sponsor, perhaps... =)

Hehehe..

I try my best to make it happens... ^^

Quote of the day:

"If you can dream it, you can do it. - Walt Disney"

Worst dream I've ever had..

The worst dream I've ever had in my life...

This is so stupid !

I hate that dream so much...

I dream of going to a mall and went to a CD store..

Coincidently that time, they were giving the MTV World Stage golden passes and tickets..

Gosh, it was horrible..

I was damn lucky in the dream to get both golden passes and the tickets.

Zulyna was there too..

She was lucky like me too..

Both of us got it..

I was screaming in happiness but suddenly I woke up..

This is stupid !

Why must I have that kind of dream???

I don't know why, but I'm very sensitive with this topic..

Recently I have mood swings..

I get angry and moody suddenly without giving warnings..

I don't smile always..

I always did something stupid like just now..

I want to dry my clothes outside, I brought the pail and the hanger outside but didn't bring the clothes..

So many things played in my mind..

Very disturbing...

I started to hate my life..

To hate my college life..

And to hate my family also..

I don't know why..

I feel so depressed and stressful..

I want to be alone..

Sometimes I want to live alone...

Without anyone out there helping me..

People don't really want to help you when you have problems and so on..

But when you don't want to help people, they'll say you're mean and bad things bout you..

What can I do about it..

Just ignore and leave me alone..

Sometimes I don't need anyone by my side..

I prefer my pillows and comforter beside me and my mp3 player rather than anyone else..

Lunch

Just finished my lunch..

Today's dishes are simple..

We're having vegetables, fried fish, fried chicken and the best food ever sambal tempoyak...

OMG !!

Tempoyak is the best thing I've ever taste..

Oishii desu~~~

Wee...

Heheh....

So that's all for now..

There's no other interesting topic to bring up yet..

Stay tune... =P

Tokio Hotel

Bill Kaulitz

They just arrived Malaysia...

I have a mix feelings..

=(

=)

Bored...

I don't know why everyday is just the same like other day...

So boring..

Nobody to talk to, to laugh together, to cry together, to smile at each other...

This is so sad..

Horrible and terrible..

I don't have the mood to do all the assignments here..

I can't feel the determination in me..

I feel sad that I couldn't go to World Stage..

That's the worst of all..

Can't meet Tokio Hotel..

Can't see Tom play the guitar..

Can't see Bill sing on the stage...

Live.....

I hate my life...

I can't sit still for one more single day..

I've been waiting here something to live and die for...

Let's run and hide...

I just love those line..

I can feel it deep inside my heart and soul...

This evening I watched Dream Team..

Hahahah...

The funniest episode I've ever watched in Dream Team..

There were KBS News Sportcaster, Gag Concert Crews and other not-so-veteran artists...

Hahah..

Playing Face Soccer World Cup..

Jinon and Junho are so cute.. xD

Hehe..

That was the only moment I don't feel bored... =P

I laughed so hard that time..

xD

I miss my friends...

Some of them are just so far from me..

Some are near but are not able to see each other...

Aiya~

Why so emo la today... =.=

A freak of nature..

Stuck in reality...

I don't fit the picture..

I don't know what you want me to be, sorry..

All i feel is strange...

I feel so absurd in this life..

OMG ! OMG ! OMG !! Bloggie~ i miss you so much.. ♥

Gosh, it has been few months since the last time i updated my blog...

Owh~~ i miss you so much bloggie...~~ ♥ ♥ ♥

So much things had happened these few weeks back..

Too many things to tell but won't be able to write... =)

So sorry..

Just a recent review about upcoming MTV World Stage..

Am so desperate to go..

Still don't have the tix..

But people got offer or want to sell them to me..

I don't know what will happen next..

I really want to meet Tokio Hotel in person..

Want to see, talk, touch them..

Laugh with them..

Wants to see the smiles on their faces...

Hot and sexy Tom, cute and gorgeous Bill...

Love them so much... ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Quote of the day :

"In every job that must be done there is an element of fun" Mary Poppins

Yok !! xD

Although it's blur, at least four of them were in the picture.. =P

All of us + Balqees Kadar[invisible] ^^

Hello, bloggie and my dear readers...
Today's post might be the last one before i go to the matrix which is on this monday... ^^
Not really the last one, it's just that i won't be available to update my posts..
I'm sure i'll be very very busy once i got into the college..

Actually, I'm kinda scared going to the college..
I'm not use to stay in boarding schools..
But I hope everything will be okay and run smoothly..
I really need to concentrate on my studies there..
Wish me luck then.. ^^

I need to start collect money for the upcoming concert of Tokio Hotel..
I'm totally obsessed about them..
Their songs are just totally AWESOME !! xD
I'll definitely go to their concert no matter what happened..
Insyaalah..
It's just that I really want to see and meet them...

Owh ! Just remember..
I went to their concert last week.. ^^
It was AWESOME !!
I love them..
They totally rock the stage that night..
But then I felt a bit sad and regret coz i didnt get their autograph and attend the meet and greet session...
Aih~

I'll miss all my friends once i go to the college..
Especially those who always hangout with me, share the same interests with me, the laugh and tears we share together... ^^
I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings before...
Halalkan makan minum kita..
Terima kasih kerana meluangkan masa bersama2...
Thank you so much for the time we spent together..
Hahah..
It seems as if we won't see each other again.. XD

But what I wrote here comes from the bottom of my heart..
Really... =)
I'm gonna miss Ipoh so much..
Hope I can get new friends that will accept me as the way I am..
Just like my friends accept me today... ^^

Just now, I chat with Yee Mei..
Hahah..
It was so funny..
But I like it...
I like it very much when she told me about horoscope thingy..
I just had a clear view on who I am..
My personality..
Heheh... ^^
I won't forget about it...
ぜったいに。。。=)

Sometimes, I always think negatively..
I don't know why..
I don't want to think like that..
There are so many things inside my head...
Aih~
Really don't know what to do...
Bersabar jela..

I knew few new friends recently..
They're very nice..
I got new pan pal from overseas..
Not really a pan pal..
Hahah...
Two of them I knew from facebook..
Both of them are guys..
A complete stranger to me at the first time... ^^
But now we're very good friends..

This guy which is not the overseas guy, he added me because i sent him a message..
It was a funny beginning for us... XD
Hakhaks...
The second guy [from overseas], we got the same interests...
He's kind..
And he has the same age as me...
He always shares with me, info, musics and so on... ^^

I guess this is the longest post i've ever post in my blog..
So i guess until here for today.. ^^
Hope we can meet again soon, bloggie.. =)
And my friends too...
Gonna miss my girls so much... =)
Hugs and Kisses everyone.. ^^
Good night..
Gute Nacht..
おやすみ。。。
안녕계세요...
Selamat malam.. ^^