Totally RandOm !!

I like this.. xxDD

This is what we call 'LUCKY' !!

SUPER DUPER LUCKY !! ;D

Full of RandOmNeSs...

What is today??

I don't know what day is today..

It was supposed to be a happy, hyper and excited day..

I feel so jealous with some of my friends from other practicum..

Their bonding with each other are so strong as classmates...

Mine??

I don't know, sometimes our class is super the best and sometimes WORST...

I don't know why since I was in form 4, i was with these kind of people..

Yeah, I know..

There must be something good behind all these things..

What can I do...

I can't complain anything...

This is interesting story about today..

I was in the same dining hall with Archie..

He was so cute..

My friend suggested to take picture with him, make it look so random..

But I wasn't at ease..

I felt guilty and excited at the same time...

Gosh, it is not supposed to be like that..

Me like this is horrible and I'm such a jerk...

Maksiat hati...

Teruk btul diriku ini..

Astargfirullah al azim..

Bila lah diri ini btul2 nak istiqamah...

Guilty

Last Friday, I was at KMK for some so-called-event stuff. All the student representatives from all matriculation colleges gathered at KMK. And again, I meet that KMPh YDP again. On this day, after we had our breakfast, we met all the KMPh representatives because they were going back after they had their breakfast cause there was an event going on at their college. He, again apologize to me. By calling me kinda loud in front some of my colleagues, making me felt a bit embarrassed. I wonder why he did that. And just now, when I was in surau, listening to the talk, something came to my mind. I was thinking that maybe at KMK was the last time I will see and meet him. I felt guilty so suddenly. I made him feel guilty for what my reactions and expressions had shown to him. I was thinking, should I apologized to him for what I've done? Is that the right thing to do? It's better to make friends rather to make an enemy or hate people. I'm sorry for hating and dislike you, I'm so sorry. I think I'm going to apologize to him. Wish me luck. InsyaAllah, if Allah allows it to happen, it'll happen, if not then it won't happen.

Week full with Great Memories

Last Sunday, KMPH students came to KMS for an academic programmed that is some kind of exchage students programme. It was so fun although we only knew them for a week. We even had a buddy system.. But I felt sorry for my buddy coz i didn't spend much time with her. I was so busy coz I was one of the members to make this programme works smoothly.

On last Tuesday, We went to Jugra hill and some other interesting places. I think that was the best trip with them ever. We ate together, took pictures together and laugh together.. I miss all of them already.. This evening the left to KMPH. What a memorable memories we had with them.

I had some misunderstood with the YDP.. I don't know why he made this one assumption.. Yes, it's true that I made faces every time I saw him. Aiya.. Before he went back just now, he apologize to me and I noded and said that he was just perasan je.. Hahah.. And I apologize to him too for making him feel guilty la kononnya according to what he told me lah kan.. There are few things I like about him.. Not like like that kind of 'like'. I like when he wear a kopiah on his head, yeah he's cute, I admit it and most of the girls in his lecture like him. And he has the knowledge, you know, religion knowlegde, very wide compared to me. I hope in future I can get a husband who has that, insyaAllah, Aminn.. So that he can guide me to the right path. ^^

I know there's something....

Today, something just happen.. I really didn't expect their plans.. I just don't like it because it will reveal something that we don't like.. My bro cried.. He drove like hell this afternoon as if want to killed or himself.. That was such a stupid attitude and action.. He made my mom worried and not at ease.. Don't follow that anger even you damn pissed off with someone.. Even though they didn't tell me what it was about, but I can feel or know what it was about.. I knew it.. I felt it long time ago.. So long ago.. There's something not right here.. I don't understand why.. Why act like this..? Why? Why?? I feel disappointed.. So disappointed..

Ya, Allah... Only You know why is this happening and why that person acted like that.. Tell people this and that as if you are so good at it and some more pretend to be like a saint in front of other people.. Huh.. I know this is part of Allah's test on us.. I can accept it, but... It's a disaster too... It hurts when I write about it.. I want to tell this to any one of my friends but I just can't do it.. I don't want to trouble others and this might be because of my habit.. Keeping it to myself and only Allah knows how hurt it is to keep inside..

I miss you~~~ =D

Marry Me, Mary!

Secret Garden

Hahah.. So long since the last time i post.. just now, i had domino's pizza as my dinner and it was the first time i ate it.. i know people might think like "What???" yeah, it's true.. it's just that, they just built the restaurant in my home town.. ok, just forget about it... ohh~~ my goodness, the pizza is so tasty and delicious and it's bread stix too~ gosh, heaven weh, heaven... feel like crying when eating the tasty pizza and bread.. huhu

Tonight also was the first time i watched Secret Garden and also Marry Me, Mary (coincidencely the last episode).. hyun bin inside the Secret Garden is not as handsome when he was in My Lovely Samsoon drama.. I prefer him in that drama, looks innocent.. kind of actually.. inside his latest drama his looks a lil bit skinny and old.. huhu.. gomen~~~ while in Marry Me, Mary, Jang Geun Seuk as the main role and Moon Geun Young as the heroin.. Geun Seok is super cute, super skinny and super flawless in that drama.. His hair is nice too... I want to have that too.. huhu.. but it's okay.. i'm always pretty and cute as Allah s.w.t has given me.. sorry if people feel i'm a bit boast.. gomene... who else wants to compliment us if we don't compliment ourselves.. but don't be so boastful and over with it.. and i forgot to mention this one thing.. hyun bin is a good kisser after all.. i was like woohuuuuuu~~ when saw him kiss the girl.. not bad.. hahah

there was another guy in the marry me mary.. he's not so bad.. quite good looking.. inside the drama of course, he looks like a professional corporate man.. tall and not so thin.. haha.. woo~~ seems i mention more about the guys compares to women in the drama.. haha.. that's normal right... attracted to opposite gender.. hmm.. =)

Last post... Perhaps(?)

Picture that makes me feel full with nostalgia... =)

Ooohhuuu~~
This might be the last post before I go back to the college..
Huuwwaaaa~~ D;
I don't want to go back there..
Why time flies so fast when I'm at home but so slow when at the college???

Ok, ok..
Anith..
Relax..
Don't think to much and don't follow what or how you feel...
Remember..
I go there to study, to learn some parts of Ilmu Allah..
Betulkan niat anda..
The intention to study must be true and sincere because of Allah..
InsyaAllah..
Berjaya hidup dunia akhirat..
Amin... ;)

Alhamdulillah..
I feel a bit relax now..
Last night, I watched 2 Days 1 Night..
Last week too...
I know that Kim C already quit(?) from 2 Days 1 Night...
But where's Mong??
Why he's not on the show???? 0,o
Last week, I've been recalling who was one more person missing on the show...
Well, since I've been staying at the hostel, I don't have the chance to watch them..
Just this semester holidays I got to watch them..

I miss the laugh and joy I used to have before I go to college..
I miss to watched my favorite shows on TV..
But it's ok..
Study first..
After that, I can watch as much as I want..
Hahahah...
I really miss my hometown so much...
Last Thursday, I went out with my friends..

Hahahha..
It was so much fun..
We watched movie and karaoke until late evening..
Heheheh...
We're totally sing out loud until we were so exhausted and our throats were painful..
But we have the satisfaction, at least.. ;)

I hope someday, before this world ends...
I want to meet all my friends..
Especially my close friends during high school in form 3..
All of us, hangout together and having good times again like we used to be...
Until we meet again..
With lots of love.. from me... to my beloved friends... ;)