Damn it !

Seunggi and his pilots team

Mong & Sugeun as Bom and CL respectively

Kim C as Sandara Park

Hodong & Jiyoung did My Ear Pig and Jiwon & Sugeun did 160 song

Shoot !!
Tomorrow night there will be no 1박2일 show instead they will be showing one special program..
This is so stupid !!
I was looking forward for the next episode, which is the last part of 1박2일 시청사투어...
Gosh, this is totally frustrating..

I know this show will repeat on Sunday evening...
But I'll probably not in my house...
I have to go back to that stupid state this Saturday, perhaps..
If I go back on Sunday, it will be in the morning...
Still I won't be able to watch it...

I have no astro there...
Gosh, I had no idea what I'm going to do...
I'm sure I will feel regretful for not getting to watch it..
I know it sounds childish, but this is me..
This is how I feel when something I really want I couldn't get it...
I'm sure everybody experienced it...

Oh, I'm so sad.. T.T
So depressing...
Why la they want to choose tomorrow at that time to show that stupid awards show..
They won't be any subtitle for that show..
I was looking at the astro guide but there is no other broadcast time for 1박2일...
어, 진짜...

Dear...
I won't be able to watch Kim C, Mong, Jeongmin, Sugeun and Seunggi performed that night..
I know it was really funny when it comes to Kim C, Mong, Jeongmin and Sugeun performance...
They did 2NE1's song, Fire..
It was so hilarious..
I won't be able to watch Jeongmin performed Billy Jean tomorrow..
Oh, this is so frustrating...
Seunggi cool performance too, won't be able to watch..
Huhu..
If only someone can record it for me to watch... T.T

Last week, the postponed 북불북 part when it was in the morning...
Huhu..
I really want to watch that part.. :((
To see which team will win and who's not...
To see their face expressions when getting the wrong drinks...
오후〜〜
悲しいです。。。

UP

Ellie & Carl

Dug, Kevin, Russel, Carl

UP is a title of one animation movie..
I love this movie very much..
It was out in the cinema last year...
I wasn't able to watch it last year because I need to concentrate on my studies...

I borrowed the DVD from my friend..
Finally I got to watch this movie..
The story was very heartfelt...
Every time I watched it makes me want to cry..
But it also have some funny scenes...
Hahah..
My brother laughed so loud until I can hear his voice from my room...

Today, I watched it for the second time...
Even the song themes are very nice..
My favourite for now is "Married Life" song...
It was so sweet..
I read some of the comment of this song is that it was the happy and depressed song they had ever heard..
Everybody just love the song..

The melody, the combination of the music instruments, the music style...
There are just so perfect...
I'm sure everyone loves this movie..
I can guarantee that if we watched it so many times, it is still the best movie and we won't easily get bored with it...

I watched this movie quite long time ago..
But I always forgot to write about it in my blog..
So sad..
Hahah..
And today, I successfully wrote about this movie because I watched it again today..
That's why I remember..
Hahah...
I guess this is my favourite 2009 movie...

Hope it can be others favourite too.. ^^

A very touching story

The Reading Room DVD Cover

Last night, around 10.30 p.m.
I watched a movie titled The Reading Room on Hallmark Channel..
It was a really touching story..
Every time there's a heartfelt scenes, I was about to cry..
I really love that story...

I know that the story was published long ago..
It was published in 2005..
And its already been around 11 years...
There are lessons to be learn in this movie..
I think this movie is suitable to be watched by any range of age...

I like the main role in this movie..
The old man with spectacles on the image above..
He's very sweet and kind..
But he's a very determined and strict person..
He always help people with their studies and care about them..
I wish I had a teacher or a family member like him..

남자의자격

After I watched this movie, I changed to KBS World channel..
I watched the Qualification of Men show..
Haha...
Yesterday episode was so funny...
They were working at the construction buildings..
Yunseok is very week..
He can't even carry the metal net up to the slope...

I know not everyone can do that..
But a man should be able to do so...
Anyway, in reality he has a really weak body...
Hahah..
Sometimes he looks cute..
He was like a kid..
He even fall asleep after doing some of the work..
When he was on the slope, he can even balanced his body standing on it..
He made everyone worried about him...

The workers at the site were teasing him..
Because he was not able to do the work properly..
Poor him..
But he accepted the tease it with a smile.. ^^

대박, 대박, 대박!!!!

Concert Night

Their respective teams

대박! 1박2일 대박!!
Hahaha... XXDD
Tonight's 2 Days 1 Night show was a total BIG HIT !!
Especially their performance part...

Gosh, I can't stop laughing and watched in awe !!
The pilots (Seunggi's team) was so COOL !!
They were so HOT !!
Oh, my goodness..
This is totally drives me crazy.. @_@
They did 2PM's Heartbeat dance..
The zombie dance..
Hahah..
But there's a part which is kinda funny too..

Ji Won and Sugeun performance was very enjoyable..
Everyone loves their performance..
I don't know what it is actually..
But they sang something 160 song..
Hahah..
Their costume and hair were so funny..
But I think the outfit and hairstyle suit them very well..
So cute..

The last part of the day was Hodong's performance..
Oh my goodness...
It was a total DISASTER !!!
But it was fun..
He did My Ear Pig with Baek Ji Young..
They changed the lyrics from the song My Ear Candy by Ji Young feat. Taec from 2PM..
Can't wait to see the continuation of 2 Days 1 Night next week..
Hahaha.. XXDD
What will happen next?
O.0
We'll see... :)

One word

This idea came up last night..
I was wondering what other people think of me..
What they think about me..
My personality and attitude..

I thought of my friends last night..
I was thinking what is the one word will describe them..
So this is the results that I got..
Most of them are my close friends or friends that I used to always hangout together..

Qees aka Seobseob Donsaeng : Idle
Min : Sentimental
Jo : Unpredictable
Azu : Hardworking
Raja : Clumsy
Zuly : Mature

Semua one word description ni, ade positive reasons..
So don't worry..
Xde pn negative reasons or thoughts, ok?

Now, I was wondering what each of them will describe me as..
In one word of course..
If they stop by on my blog and read it, I hope they'll tell me what they think about me in one word...
Any of my friends bleh bg their thoughts.. ^^

F.Cuz [포커즈] No one lyrics !!!

So HOT !!! @_@"

KAN, LEEU, YEJUN, JINON

Oh my goodness !
I really love this song.. :)
F.Cuz new song...
I found it so cool..

Love Jinon new appearance..
きゃああ〜〜 Yejun also is so cool..
I think his hairstyle now is better than in Jiggy 2nd Version MV...

Here's the lyrics..
Enjoy.. :))

F.Cuz-No One

no one no one no one no one no one (yeah)
no one no one no one one one

amudo eobseo naegen ijen eobseo jyeosseo naegen neoran jonjaen jeonhyeo eobseo sarangeun eobseo jyeosseo
nae mameul jjijeo noko gan ge miwo ttokttokttok ttokgateun yeojarange deo sirheo

(get low) nae jajonsim da kkalgo munggen neo (hollo) nam namgyeonjin nal beoryeobeorin neo
(oh no) ijeneun pillyo eobseo du beonui gihoeneun eobseo simjangi meomchwobeorin nan

amudo eobseo no one no one no one no one no one
sarangdo eobseo no one no one no one no one no love (ha)
dokhaejin nae gaseumeun da pillyo eobseo (yeah) sarangui sangcheodo eobseo
amudo eobseo
no one no one no one no one no one (clap)
no one no one no one no one no love (clap clap)
no one no one no one no one no one (clap)
no one no one no one one one

gabeoryeo da gabeoryeo miryeon ttawin da jiwobeoryeo niga nareul tteonagaseo deo isang irheulge eobseo
nae mameul taewo noko gan neol ijeo neoneoneo neo gateun sarameun ije sirheo

(get low) nae jajonsim da kkalgo munggen neo (hollo) nam namgyeonjin nal beoryeobeorin neo
(oh no) ijeneun pillyo eobseo du beonui gihoeneun eobseo simjangi meomchwobeorin nan

amudo eobseo no one no one no one no one no one
sarangdo eobseo no one no one no one no one no love (ha)
dokhaejin nae gaseumeun da pillyo eobseo (yeah) sarangui sangcheodo eobseo

dokhaejin nae gaseumi tane byeonhae beorin ni maeumeul eojjae
sarange sogeun sarange sseurin nae simjangeun gyesok tane
911 dodaeche won dorikil su eomneun hyeonsireul guwon haejul sarameun nowon no body
no body no one

one one one one one one one

amudo eobseo no one no one no one no one no one
sarangdo eobseo no one no one no one no one no love (ha)
dokhaejin nae gaseumeun da pillyo eobseo (yeah) sarangui sangcheodo eobseo
amudo eobseo
no one no one no one no one no one (clap)
no one no one no one no one no love (clap clap)
no one no one no one no one no one (clap)
no one no one no one one one

Oh, no ! I forgot to mention something.. O.o

I forgot to mention something about today..

Hahah..

Actually I saw that guy again..

It drives me crazy again [every time I saw him]... @_@

Hahah..

I was really excited when I saw him..

This time I got to see his side face...

Awwww~~~~

Oh my goodness !!!

He is so CUTE !!!

Cute, cute, cute..

I can't control myself..

From the inside of course..

Hahah..

Happy, happy, happy.. =p

WooHoo~ Outing, outing !! XD

We were karaoke-ing ! O.o

The mystery of your birth date book

One word : NONSENSE !!

Lava Cheese attack !

Woo~ Hawaiian Chicken Pizza + Lava Cheese

Hahah..
Today I had so much fun with my friends..
We went out to Jusco and planned to watch movie..
Ok, my first review is the Niyang Rapik movie..

Bodo la citer ni..
I thought it was really scary..
Yes, it has a bit scary scene at the beginning of the scene...
But as you watch it until it ends, what had happened in the beginning had nothing to do with what had happened at last...
I found it NONSENSE and ILLOGICAL movie..
The story plot is not so good..

I know I'm not a professional director or whatever to criticize people's movie..
But this is what I think as the audience who watched it..

Ok, now I will tell about my outing with my friends..
It was the first time I went out with Hidayu, Syazana and Putri..
Dah lame giler xjumpe Puteri and Hidayu...
Hahah..
But syokla...
Kte semua xrase awkward..
Mcm classmates je..
Used to be la..
Hahah...

This is the second time I went to 노래방...
First time was I were in Japan..
And today was the second time..
But I enjoyed more in Japan since I only know mostly Japanese songs..
Hahah..
The songs that I like... ^^
Today, we were singing the English songs only..
Hahah.. XXDD
We don't know how to sing Chinese and Japanese songs because we can't read it...
We went CRAZEE when Blue, Linkin Park, Maroon 5, and Jacko's songs were played.. @_@
Hahah..
Too excited I guess..

Before we went to 노래방, we had our lunch...
We resolved to eat pizza...
It was so funny when we were waiting and eating the pizza...
I don't know how to describe it...

While waiting the pizza to arrive, we were busy to find out about our birth date mystery..
So stupid la~
Syazana, Hidayu, and Zulyna their mystery number [I guess] was 2..
Me and Putri were 9 and 6 respectively...

Puteri was 'playing' with her pizza..
We were wondering why she didn't eat the pizza...
Finally, she told us that she didn't eat pizza..
We were like 'What?!'..
Haha..
Pity her, she should have told us earlier...
So that we will go other place or restaurant that has food that she will eat..
Huhu...

I was so in love with the cheese in the pizza..
The lava cheese type..
Oh my goodness...
Every time the cheese masuk je dalam mulut and touch the tongue, it really makes me wanna cry... T.T
Cry of happiness... ^.t
Thank to Allah for invent this type of food in this world...
Every time I eat pizza, I will attack the cheese part..
I really cannot tahan with the cheese..
It makes my heart melts..
Hahah.. XXDD
Ridiculous isn't it?
What can I do about it...
I was born to be like this..
Huhu..

Stupid Cockroach !! @_@

Stupid cockroach on the wall !! @_@

OMG~~ It was trying to run away from the camera !!

Oh, no~ it was exactly above my bed !! *faints*

These pictures was captured yesterday night..
It was around this time..
Oh my goodness !
It totally drives me crazy !! @_@
I'm kinda phobia with these kind of insects or bugs..
Eww~ thinking of it makes me feel disgusted...

Aiye~ hate it, hate it..
Eee, xskela..
Ape ni lipas?
Gi jauh jauh la..
Yesterday night also when I wanted to brush my teeth, "Arggggghhhhhhh~~!!!!"
A cockroach walked on my hand when I want to take the toothpaste..
Huhu.. T.T
It makes me feel like crying...

Kenapela ade this kind punya hidupan..
Huhu..
Sedih and menakutkan..
Disebabkan nak tulis blog, terpakse la tangkap gambar lipas..
The cockroach was lucky because I took its picture and post it in my blog..
Huhu..
It gained popularity for a while..
Kahkahkah..
XD

I was so scared and quickly went find my secret weapon..
I was searching in the house and finally found it..
Haha~
Insecticide spray..
Hahah.. XD
You are so gonna DIE..
DIE, DIE, DIE la lipas !! *Silent EVIL laugh*
I sprayed to the cockroach..

Kyaa~~ @_@
It fell on my comforter..
WuaaaAAaa~~~ O.o
Empangan btul la lipas nih !! *Grrr*

I rase geli and didn't use the comforter that night..
Huhu..
I was freezing that morning..

I couldn't find any other blanket..
So I have to use my mom's kain batik..
Hahah.. XXDD
Poor me.. T.T

Pathetic !!

Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate myself now..

I hate me, I hate me, I hate me !!!!

It's all over now..

Everything is ruined !

There's no future for me..

Everything is so dark..

Stupid, stupid, stupid...

I don't know why is this happening to me...

I want to accept it but I can't..

Everyone's so fine but not me..

I don't know what can I do..

I don't want to stay in this country anymore..

I want to go somewhere there's nobody knows me..

Oh, Allah, please make my mind and heart in peace..

This is very torturing...

I can't hold it anymore..

What a horrible day for me and what a wonderful evening for me

This is how I looked like right now

Today, SPM results were out..

I straight away went to school to take my results from the stupid people's state..

I found it was a horrible day when I got my results..

Most of my friends seemed to be so happy with what they got..

But not me..

I'm not happy..

I'm totally depressed..

Everyone kept asking me what I got for the results..

Everyone, friends, family, all of them..

Non stop getting message from morning till night..

I was so sad..

Really really sad..

Everyone, don't ask me..

Please~

I need time to accept what I got..

This evening, I went to Jusco with Azureen..

We planned to watch Alice in Wonderland..

But then, when we arrived, the tickets were sold out for 4.15 P.M.

Then, we walked around, went to MPH Bookstores, window shopping and also went to Pizza Hut to eat..

Both of us were discussing about the menu and suddenly came out a suggestion to watch the movie at 6.30 P.M.

After we ordered our food, Azureen ran out from the restaurant and bought the tickets..

Finally, we got to watch Alice in Wonderland together..

The movie ended at 8.30 P.M.

It was a wonderful movie to us..

Haha..

Sangat syok la~ :)

My brother fetched us and send Azureen home..

I told her that we should go out again next time..

I feel comfortable to go out with her..

Really.. ^^

Maybe we got most of the things in common and could easily understand each other..

Haha..

It's just that, I'm more like a straight forward person and she's not..

Hehe..

But we didn't take pictures together..

Maybe it is because I'm not that kind of person who likes to take pictures in public..

I feel it is really embarrassing..

But it depends on my mood too..

Never mind, we still have it in our memories..

At least I wrote it in my blog too.. ^^

Depressions came after Happiness

Depressions came after happiness..

That is what I'm going through right now..

I don't know why must it be like this..

After having fun at Min's house few days ago, my mood change..

Maybe I can't have too much fun or else I will feel like this..

SPM results date is confirmed..

It will be coming out this Thursday..

On the 11th of March..

I'm worrying about my results..

I scared I will disappoint my parents..

Their hope towards me..

I always prayed to Allah, of course..

I was so envy my friend who got a good results in her dream..

Isn't it so good..

I'm so scared and always feel like crying every time thinking about it.

Yesterday, I just arrived at this stupid new place..

I hate this place..

Especially the driving instructor..

I planned to finished the lessons this week and also having the test this week if possible..

Insyallah, boleh pass test tu nanti..

Harap2 la..

2 Days that give me happiness...

This recent two days, brought happiness to me..
But the first day, I had a conflict which cause my mood to be down for a while..
It returned to normal mood in the evening..

I went somewhere..
Somewhere in this world until this afternoon..
I had so much fun..
So happy..
嬉しいです.. ^^

The second day, I did something for lunch..
Not only me, but with another two..
Hahah.. XD
It was so funny, yet impressive...
Not bad, not bad.. =p

What are your dreams trying to tell you?

Few days ago, I answered a quiz in Facebook..
The title of the question is "What are your dreams trying to tell you?"..
It caught my attention and I feel like want to try answer it..
And I did..

My results is I'm depressed..
The description is as follows:
You're dreams are almost always so real that you don't know if you dreamt it or not. Your mind is working so hard to sort through all that is bothering you. Your dreams are about your family or friends and things that are actually happening in your life... just with a crazy twist that leaves you even more confused.

When I read the description, it was so true..
I don't know maybe just a coincidence..
I always dream of something that happens in my life..
And sometimes it came true..
It really scares me..

Recently, I dreamed of getting Super Junior concert ticket by winning a contest..
And I know, I won't get it in real life..
But I dreamed in a dream..
At first I got the SuJu's concert ticket, but then I woke up in a dream and there's no concert ticket..
Isn't it so scary?

But I just pray to Allah that all the bad things are not true, that came out in the dream..
I trust Him more than anything..
Sometimes I was in dilemma..
Some of my friends will send a message regarding our success in life and must forward to a number of friends..
And I did not do it, I will fail..

I don't want to trust this kind of message..
But sometimes I will feel bad I didn't forward it..
Of course I worked hard and bertawakal..
I keep on praying to Allah that my results will be excellent..
I just can bertawakal for now..
I hope my results will be good..
Insyaallah..

Outing with cousin sister

This afternoon I went out with my cousin sister..
She asked me this morning whether want to go out together or not..
I accepted her offer and she fetched me around 12 noon..

We planned to play bowling at Jusco..
We played around 3PM..
Before that, we went for lunch and did Zohor prayer at the nearest surau..
Hahah..


Then we went to the MPH Bookstore because I want to find the book that I wanted..
But there isn't any stock of that book and the salesgirl recommended another book from the same author..
At first, I feel like want to wait for the book that I want to arrive, but after I saw the author's name, I decided to buy it..
Aaaa~ I'm happy to have it..
Kkk...
My cousin sister also bought a book..
A religious book..

And guess what I saw at the MPH Bookstore???!
I saw that guy!!
That guy, that guy!!
But I didn't see his face..
I just saw his eyes..
OMG!!!
It drives me CRAZEE~
@_@
No, no, no...

I told my cousin sister about it..
And guess what she said..
She said I'm so horny! O.o
WTH???
Hahah..
She said she only joking..
So whatever la~
XXD

Relieved, relieved, relieved

JaeKwon

Yesterday, I read on this one blog about the fan meeting conference two days ago..
The rumors about other members said badly about Jay is not true..
Rumors are rumors..

I know it's ridiculous for other member to criticize Jay..
It makes no sense since they had been training together for the past eleven years..
They still respect each other and respect their leadja..
Even Jay ans Kwon also seems to be a good friends..
I think Jay's fans are too fanatic about him and can't accept the truth that he's not coming to 2PM..
I rather him come back as a solo artist or join another group..

Now also he seems very happy with his life..
By b-boying with his friends in Seattle..
I'm sure he did all this for the sake of other members..
He doesn't want his members in troubled just because of him..

Although at first he seemed like a bad boy from his physical appearance and face expressions..
But he's a really nice person..
He cared about his team mates and won't let them down..
All the reactions and attitude in their show before was not fake..
It's coming from the bottom of their hearts..
Sincerity, love and care for each other are true..