大嫌い！！！

I don't understand..
Why some people like WTH?!
I hate people who wants others to respect them but they didn't respect other people in the first place..
Isn't it a total bullshyt?

I have a lot of this kind of experience..
With people around me which is very close to me...
I don't know why they have to give other people the priority instead on people like me?
They care more about other people just to give a 'saint' image to them..
But to someone they close to, they never act like a 'saint' like they want in front of the public...
This kind of thing always making me pissed off..

When I care about others feeling, there'll be one or two will said that I'm too straight forward. Thus, they will think that I'm a bad or a mean person..
But then, when I really didn't care about others feeling, the relationship will no longer the same like it used to be..
I can be really annoying and mean when I'm mad or pissed off to the max..
Once I can't no longer hold it, it will become a huge disaster..

From now on, I don't really care what others think of me..
It's up to them..
I know myself better...
I don't want to be treated unfairly..
I will no longer care about others' feelings..
But of course it depends on the situation..
If I think I'm at the right path,what I feel will come first...

No negotiation, no consideration and no second chance...

Can't Focuz

I wonder why recently I can focuz and concentrate when I was praying..
Did I do something huge that makes me cannot concentrate on it???
*Sigh*
I really don' like this..
I need to concentrate so my soul will be at peace and calm..
This is not good..
No, no, no..
Not good, not good...
Sad, sad, sad...

I thought I was Happy~

It was so happening when Jay is around

I thought I was happy to come back Ipoh..
But why last night I felt so lonely and depressed..
Seobseob couldn't come here and Jay from 2PM is not coming back..
We can no longer see the happy and crazy Jay... T.T

Why these sad news is coming to me?
Why, why?
I felt so lonely right now..
Nothing special is coming up...
Wants to go out with friends..
But some couldn't since they got stuff to do...
Some got tests to sit on...

I couldn't reach seobseob..
Maybe she went or on the way to PD...
Or maybe she was depressed and couldn't talk to anyone including me about it..
*Sigh~*

Doing house chores

I woke up early this morning and didn't go back to sleep..

Hahah...

I was so in the mood today and started doing house chores...

I washed the clothes and swept the floor...

Now my house is much more neat and tidy...

Hahahah... XD

Actually not so..

Quite...

My hand was so painful right now because of washing the clothes...

I didn't use washing machine since we don't have one here...

I have to use the brush..

Gosh, it's really painful..

This is how generation before us feel the pain without any technology advance like us nowadays...

After that I take bath..

Then, I went to the kitchen and cooked the rice for lunch today...

I still haven't breakfast this morning and I am so hungry right now.. ;))

Hahahah... XD

I am going back to Ipoh this evening..

Really can't wait anymore..

I miss my cat and friends in hometown..

And not to forget, I hope this Sunday will be a successful day for seobseob..

Onegai, onegai~~...

I guess I need to eat something now..

Maybe Kitkat or Mr. Potato or Butterscotch...

Oh, oh, my rice crackers..

Still got three packets left...

Hahah..

Wait for me Cici~~~~

XD

Bloggie~ ^^

Hahah..

I didn't submit any post for one day yesderday..

No recent interesting things happened..

Ah~

I've been Mr. Potato this few weeks..

I don't know why..

But I don't like the barbeque flavor...

I prefer hot n spicy flavor..

Much more nicer.. XP

I rather eat this than other things..

I also have been eating rice crackers recently..

So nice..

My friend told me that the results will be coming out on the 11th of March..

Not sure whether it's true or not..

But she was told by her teacher about the date of the results out..

Oooww...

Kowaidesu...

So scary~~

Last night, I chat with seobseob..

I told her bout Min's plan if I go to KL this Sunday..

Min was so dissapointed when she knew that Seobseob is going somewhere this Sunday..

Seobseob felt the same too..

She kept on sending this symbol 'T_________T'...

Hahah..

A crying face..

Seobseob said that she will ask her mother and will tell one of us if her parents allow her to go..

But she has to stay in Ipoh for about a week..

We'll wait and see what's going to happen soon.. ^^

Bullshit!

Today was a total bullshit!

2 hours driving lesson sucks!!

Hate it, hate it, hate..

I know I'm a slow learner..

Agrh~!!

I don't know how to write this..

I feel like crying right now and also feeling like wants to chop and smash somebody...

Why I have to face all this kind of thing?

Gosh, this thing really makes me BURNING in the inside..

I don't want to go through this anymore..

I do know who can I tell this matter to..

At least it can make me feels a bit relieved and calm..

T.T

Can't no longer write about it anymore..

I'm so sad right now..

Eww~~

See, so disgusting !! Uwekk~

I woke up this morning and directly go to bath..

After that I wear my shirt and shorts..

I open my room door and I saw something at the door ensel (??)...

Then I go near to it and eeww~~

It was a smashed lizards..

Uwekk !

Aiye, it was very disgusting..

Every time I think about it, it make me wants to puke..

Arghh~!!

Just now, my dad asked whether to go KL or not next Sunday on the 28th..

I'm not sure whether to go or not..

I think it's a good chance to meet my seobseob sister..

But I'm not sure whether she'll be glad or happy if I decide to go there...

Arghh~!!

This is the only chance and I don't know what do to..

Darega, tasukete yo~!!

I haven't tell seobseob sister yet..

Yesterday, I told her the plan, but she seemed like, 'Oh, u want to come?'..

It's like she deosn't want me to come..

Gosh, I hope it's just my thoughts..

Not her..

If not, then I'm very sad~~ T.T

Very seobseob..

Oh, oh..

Last night I 'sms' my old friend..

Hahah..

XD

I'm so happy..

I was searching her number from my other friends..

Finally, I got it !!

Wah, I still remember when we were form 2 at the tuition center..

It was so funny every time I recalled the memories.. ^^

I hope I can meet her again..

Hodong's sit ups

Last night I watched 2days and 1 night..

Hahah...

It was so funny..

The funniest part was when Hodong have to do sit ups for ten seconds..

Hahah... XD

It was so hilarious..

Seunggi hold his legs and he did the sit ups...

Kahkahkahkah...

Seunggi was moving along with Hodong when he was doing the sit ups.. O.o!!

Everyone in the room was laughing so hard...

Including me..

LMFAO !!

I laughed till my stomach ache and my throat was so painful...

Everytime I think about it, sure I will laugh or smile...

That was the funniest scene I've ever seen.. XXD

Happy, happy.. XD

Today, is officially day using broadband..

So I don't need to wait until I go back to online and update my blog..

Hahah..

Happy, happy..

But actually not happy at the same time..

Because I have to use my mom's note book..

Sometimes I feel guilty for using her note book since I have mine..

Actually this broadband can't install in my note book since my note book is the old version of mac..

So it can't support this broadband thingy..

Even I have to on my laptop just to listen to the songs..

In my mom's don't have any songs that I like...

Huhu..

What can I do..

Totally seobseob...

Oh, tonight there is 2 days and 1 night show...

WooHoo~~

Can't wait to watch the next episode..

Kahkahkah... XD

Jeongmin is like someone who brought the happiness and fun to the old members...

He's so cute in the show..

Wait and see what's going to happen tonight...

Kkkk...

[Yawn~]

Love this picture although it's kinda dark ^_^

I just woke up about an hour ago..
Preparing stuff to go back..
*Sigh*..
None of my friends had online these few days..
So sad..

I'm all alone and when I get there, there's no internet connection..
I won't be able to chit chatting with my friends or updating my Facebook or even UPDATING MY BLOG !!!
キャアア〜〜〜！！
誰が助けて〜！
悲しいです。。。
の_の...

Oh, I just remember..
I haven't finished watching my ケロロ軍曹 box 4 & 5..
やだ、やだ。。
I need to watch it there..
And my driving lessons !?
Argh~ !
Don't really like to learn it there...
ㅠㅠ
What a sad morning for me today..

Anti Korean Fans Club

Profile photo of the group.

Gosh..
There are people hate Koreans..
I never thought that they exist..
Hahah..
It it because I like them, I mean the celebrities/artists...
There is a group of anti Korean FC in Facebook..
Wow..
Just like Fasha Sandha who has lots of anti fans...
Kkkk...

This is life..
But actually there is no use for not liking or hating someone...
I think, even if you hate someone, it's better to keep it to yourself..
I don't really mind about it..
But if one's hates you, other will likes you..
Just take it in a positive side..

To people who likes Korean, just like it as it is..
People who make the group just want to be heard out..
Some kind of anger management, I think..
Or maybe they want to write something that will make them feel relieved..
Share with the people who has the same interest..

But how could they use Super Junior image to make their profile photo?
Poor them...
I'm sure ELF will totally get mad about this if they find out the picture..
I think, these people is not really hate Koreans..
They just hate the celebrities, artists in Korea..
Maybe because of their looks and specialties Korean celebrities have..

I read at their info, they make the group because they hate the specialties they had..
See, I knew it..
It's not actually about Korea or Korean they hate..
It's because of the Korean celebrities/artists...
They got attention from all over the world...
Who does not envy about that?
I am..
I want to be popular and famous like them too..
LOL.. XXD

Anyway, everyone has their own feelings..
We have rights about who we like or not...
We can't control others feelings..
It's just that, don't hate people until destroys one's life..
Take this matter as lessons in our lives...

Manga : Bleach

Part of the Chapter 1

I just finished reading Bleach manga..
Cool..
For the first time I read manga like this...
Of course I read a manga before..
It's just so hard how to explain it..
I think it's awesome...

Hahaha...
Although it's just a manga it's still as funny as I watched the anime..
Kkk...
I still remember I watched this part [image above]
That was during early middle high school..
A friend of mine lend me the cd of this anime..
Since then,I like this anime a lot..
I could not follow the episodes since there are so many..

During that time, my internet connection was so slow..
I couldn't watch it online..
So sad...

Wanted Book..

Paperback Cover

Argh~ !
I was finding this book all over the bookstore nearby and can't find one yet..
I found it before in MPH Bookstore, but at that time I didn't prepare any money to buy it or I just bought something expensive at the mall and no enough money left to buy the book..

Like last Thursday, I went to MPH Bookstore again to find the book but there isn't any...
It's a total shoot !
This had been happening for two times..
I already brought my money along to buy the book...
It's very frustrating..

I need to buy a book so I can fill my free time reading it..
I find this book interesting after I read the synopsis..
That's why I save my money to buy this book and not to buy any other book..
Because after I bought another book, I'm sure I will find this book in the bookstore and I can't buy it since I already buy a new book..
Somebody help !

I search it online..
But it has shipment fees..
Customers will only get free shipping if they spend RM150 and above..
If less than that, we need to pay RM7...
I think it's such a waste and better to buy it directly at the store..
Very 'ma fan' one..
Ish..

Relieved..

Friends

I chat with Sandy tonight..
I felt bad and envy about something and told her..
More or less, after I tell her it makes me feel relieved...

I'm grateful to have a friend like her.. A friend would say, " That's what friends for", "Happy to help you", " Always be beside you"..
I'm touched..
But we couldn't chat for a longer time because she had to go..

Anyway, it makes me feel happy..
She gave me a bit of advise and makes me feel better...
I don't know how to describe it..

Although I'm not so close to her like my seobseob sister, she knows how to make me happy..
We've known each other from primary school..
We're good and close friends...
Maybe not so close anymore because we went to different classes in high school..
But we're still good friends..

Song review

I've listened to Girls Generation's song, 'Oh'...
I think it's ok...
The starting of the song is kinda funny...
It's like the starting or opening song of a video game...
Hahah...
And we can used it to do exercises such as aerobic exercise...
Kkkk...

Why they always act cute?
I mean is that their trademark or something?
Why don't they try something new..
They are not teenager, there're adults..
I mean like Brown Eyed Girls..
And TVXQ too..

At first, their concepts are cute teenage idol and later they changed their concept to manly kind of guys..
Same like Brown Eyed Girls..
Some times people will get boring on the same concepts..
It's not wrong to be cute..
But if sometimes cute and sometimes mature, I think it's better..

I know, most of the Korean guys, Japanese guys or whatever guys like cute and pretty girls..
Is that what they really want?
I mean, they just like the girls just because of their appearance?
Gosh..
I don't know, my friend always said that guys don't always like cute or pretty girls only...
Sometimes, they look on the girl personality and attitude..
I'm not sure whether it is true or not...
Hahah..
But of course, everyone wants their partner good looking and pretty and cute... ^^
I want to, but it's just a dream for me..
It's kind of impossible for someone you like to like you..
What can I do..

Quote from 2PM Junho

Taecyeon and Junho

I read today newspaper and saw Junho's quote on entertainment section...
He said that, "I felt jealous when he gets more attention"...
What he meant is that he jealous with Taecyeon cause most of the girls will attracted to him when they are performing..
Hahah.. ^^

I understand how he feels..
Everyone knows how it feels...
But Junho, never mind..
There are girls that like you it's just they are not showing off like Taecyeon's girl fans..
Chillax...
I used to have the same experience also but at least all of you guys are good looking... ^^
Kkkk....

YuYu~

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

I put my chat box today under misc..
Hahha...
Hope someone will say something there..
If no one say anything, then it's such a waste I put it in my blog...
Today is just like another day..
Got nothing to do besides online-ing..
Tomorrow is Chinese New Year day..
I'm sure most of my Chinese friends are excited to celebrate it...

Tomorrow I'll be going to my village cause the will be something on at my relatives' house..
Then on the 15th I will go back to Kedah...
Gosh, it's so boring there... I got nothing to do..
But at least I can practice something...
I need to practice and exercise...
I want to lose weight..

I don't know why some people said my body size is already at a normal range, but my weight is always the same..
Aiye, I really hate it..
I want to be a bit more taller too..
Last year at school, my friend said to me it's impossible for me to get taller..
Mentang2 la die 2 tinggi..
Very annoying...

Omg, omg, omg, omg~~ !!!

Gosh, 2PM's song 'Tired of Waiting'...
I watched their performance on music bank..
Omg, omg, omg~~ !!
There are so HOT !!
Totally HOTTEST !!
I can't forget how their performance were...
It' drives me crazy~~
They were so cool..
But it makes me melting...
I supposed to be freezing since they're cool...
Hahah...
Their voices !!
Junho, WooYoung & JUNSU !!!
Arggghhhh~~~~ !!!
誰が助けて〜〜〜〜！！！！

1박2일

Hahahah... XD
I watched 2 Days 1 Night today..
It was so funny...
Their mission this time is like no other...
They have to go to different places...

At first, Jongmin was supposed to go to Gageo Island alone...
Then, all of them planned to play rock, paper, scissors...
Mong lost in the game and he had to exchange his ticket with Jongmin..
He was so dissapointed..
At first, I felt sorry for Jongmin since he just come back on the show... ^^
He was so cute..

The go on board to go to the first island...
Poor Jongmin..
He had seasick..
He looked terrible..
They play guessing game, where one person need to act on what he had told...
Jongmin failed, and had to go to the Gogeo Island with Mong...

Both of them are so cute..
Jongmin and Mong are 79 친구...
Mong, Jiwon and Seung Gi are 섭섭 brothers..
The names are unique...
I don't know how they can think such name...
Mong and Jongmin are born in the same year that's why their name is 79 친구...
Both of them took bath together..
It was a very funny scenes..
LMAO !
We're about to see Jongmin's butt..
Hahah.... XD
They shouldn't put the camera inside the bathroom...

I can't wait for the next episode...
It must be really funny..
Since they added another member, it much more fun !
And not to forget, I just updated my blog with new template...
Gosh, I love it so much..
I think it's just so cute..
I loves all the pictures I put in my blog... ^//^
Kyaaaa~~
All of them are my favorites !!

Today was so HOT !!

Gosh..
I was sweating all the time..
I really don't like sweating when I do nothing..
Even if I switch on 2 fans, it's still not cool enough...
As if the fans are giving the hot air not the cool air...

Today, I continued watching ugly betty season four..
I don't like Daniel beards..
It makes him looks like WHAT !?
He looks cuter with his clean shave face..

Matt is so cute..
But then, I told Sandra bout this..
She told me he's cute at first but I just need to wait and see what he's gonna do..
She meant that something bad is going to happen between betty and matt's relationship...
This is so sad.. T_T
I want betty to be with matt..
He's so sweet and loves betty so much..

And guess what, I read this person comment on episode 11 part 5...
It's like WTH??
Daniel and Willie were kissing !?
Gosh, I thought they're enemies..
Just because willie's not getting marry with connor, she shouldn't do that...
Hahah... XD
So what la~

I guess, I'm gonna write what I watched on ugly betty..
I just love the series..
But I heard that abc studios are canceling the shows because of the low ratings..
The series are so good..
I don't understand why the ratting is going down..
Maybe people don't have time to watch it or maybe they are not interested in these series anymore..
So sad..

Arrggghhhh !

Image of the day

Argh~ !!
Headache, headache...
I don't know what course should I choose to go to IPTA...
So shoot..

When I asked my parents, they always said, "choose what you interested at"..
Gosh, sometimes, I think it's better if parents choose a course for you..
I don't understand why, when we like something parents sure won't allow us to do it but then when we don't like it, they force us to do it...
It is like WTH??

I want to take engineering but I don't know what kind of engineering..
Then I feel like taking medic but don't know what to be..
My dad wants me to take law...
OMG..
Law??
I don't really like law...

I really like language..
If there's is a course for Japanese language, I will definitely take it..
I like English too, but I'm not very good at it..
Although I don't really know Japanese language but I will definitely work hard for it since I interested in Japanese language....

Totally cause me a headache to choose this kind of course..
I hope my results is good to get offers from local university under government..
I can't afford to study in private college...
I need to work hard so I can get a good job...
And can go anywhere I want with my everything..
Kyahahah.. XXD

Today was fun !!

I went out with Jo and Min this afternoon..
We played bowling till our hands were thrown together with the ball... O.O
Hahah.. XD
But then it was so much fun..

I don't know why, but I felt so happy today..
Maybe it's because I don't always hangout with both of them for long hours...
Today, was the first time I came to Min's house..
Hahah... XD
Wow, her room is so different from my room...
Of course la different... XXD
We took some pictures in her house...
Hahah..
It was so funny..
There's one time when we want to take picture, waiting for the camera to snap, my hands were trembling..
Gosh, that makes Min and me laugh..
She can feel my hands trembling too..
Kyahahah..

We talked about Japanese and Korean dramas and fan fictions..
We kept thinking where is the suitable place for us to have picnic together..
We cracked our head as if we were thinking to find a solution for addmaths questions..
Dude, that was tough..
Hahah..
It was a good memory to me what had happened today, in my life... ^^

Ugly Betty Season 4

Recently, I watched Ugly Betty season 4, online of course...
Hahah..
It was just the best series I've ever watched..
I mean, English series... ^^
I really love the series..
Oh, my..
Betty looks is getting better episode by episode...

And guess what??
Betty ex-boyfriend in season 3, Matt, he was hot !!
O my gosh, his new haircut makes him looks so cool..
So sad, Betty and Matt broke up..
But then, Amanda seems to have a crush towards Matt...
No, no, no...
She's cute, pretty and etc. but why must she has the feeling to him?
Hahah..

I just watched it until episode 4..
Still don't know what's going to happen...
Kyahahah...

Today is very tiring..

Image of the day, my Mickey Mouse bag, I bought from Tokyo Disneyland Japan

Haha..
Actually not so tiring..
It is just that I have to walk to my teacher's house..
It takes 20 minutes to reach her house by walking...
OMG~~
I'm so sleepy right now...
She was so kind, she offered to send me home..
Haha..
She's a very caring teacher..
I like her so much... ^^

Yesterday, I chat with my 'soul mate'..
Kyahah, yea, right...
Kkk...
But it was so stupid because she put her status offline and suddenly she offline terus..
Xgune btul..
At least bgla tau kn..
Hahah...
Yesterday, she said my story was quite good...
I don't know what she meant by good, whether good or 'good'...
She laughed when I asked her whether she got my story or not...
Haish... =.=''

Last night, she comment on Jasmin's picture..
Min and me photo...
We captured the photo near the Penguin Bus...
Hahah..
I felt so funny when this 'soul mate' commented on it, " Why you guys going on the penguin bus??? "
So I answered back because we want to go to the North Pole to see the penguins and she commented back, "=.=' "...
Kahkahkah... XD
Huhu..