OMG~ I'm so nervous + excited right now.. 0.o

Argghh !!
I'm so nervous + excited right now...
Tomorrow is the concert day...
Aigoo, aigoo~

Tokio Hotel already in Malaysia...
Argghhh !!
I heard that Gustav is sleeping now...
The girl fans were screaming at the airport when they arrived...
And because of this, the organizers were pissed off + angry...

Alamak, biasala kalau fans jumpa idol die...
Itupun nak marah...
Mentang2 la die organizers tu and can be with so near with Tokio Hotel members...
Macam ape je..
Ish...

Awesome, awesome...
I can't wait to meet them...
Argh ! Argh !
I was a bit shaky when I wrote this post...
Hahah...
As is I need to go somewhere I never go before...
Hahah...
Calm down, calm dowm...
Arrgghhh~~ !!!!!!
I can't !!! XD

One word : AWESOME !!

Awesome project !!
I can hear our VOICES !!
Me and my friends' VOICES !!
Argghhh~~!!! XD

Happy Together 3 [해피투게더3]

Last night I watched Happy Together 3 on KBS World..
Hahah..
I laughed the most last night...
Last night show was a BIG HIT !!
대박, 대박!

Last night guesses were Hyeomin and Jiyeon from T-ara, Hong Rokgi, Pyo Inbyeong, and Hyeongbin the trot singer...
Hahah...
Myeongsu was so funny yesterday..
He kept on teased Jiyeon and Hyeomin...
Aiyo~

And Rokgi !!
OMG~~
I really like him..
I used to watched him on Star Golden Bell last time..
But now he's not the permanent guess there anymore...
Hahah..
I was so happy when I saw him was one of the guess..
He indeed was very funny yesterday...
He did a sexy post and everyone was kinda shock when they saw that..
Heheh..


Anyway, today is Wooyoung's birthday...
Happy Birthday Wooyoung, may God bless you always..
Good luck in your future undertakings.. ^^
And I'm sorry to Jay for not wishing him Happy Birthday in my blog..
Happy Belated Birthday, Jay !!
We love you...
Hahhaha...

Me and my friends got sent the audio message to Jay..
I hope he'll receive it..
Although he don't know us, I still hope he will remember what we did in the audio, forever..
영원히。。。=D

Tokio Hotel

WooHoo~~
Tokio Hotel ROCKS !!
My friend won Tokio Hotel's concert tickets and I'll be going to the concert with her..
This is awesome..

Nowadays, I was fan girling with Tokio Hotel..
I can't control myself from being too excited every time I watch their videos or talk about them with my friend..
Hehehe..

I really can't wait to meet them..
I need to buy the latest talbum so that I will be able to get their autograph during the fan sign session...
OMG ! OMG !
Argh ! Argh !

Most of my friends know that I was crazy over Tokio Hotel..
Hahah...
What they can do is, layan je la minah ni..
Hahah..
Even seobseob donsaeng layan jela..
Hahah..

Can't wait to write about the concert this Saturday on my blog..
Wait for the day to come, bloggie~
Heheh....

Cinderella's Sister aka Cinderella's Stepsister [신데렐라언니]

Last night I watched this drama at KBS World..
Wah~
I really love this drama although I just watched episode 1...
I really like Moon Geun Yeong's dramas or movies...

I don't think I will be able to watch it until the end of the episode at KBS World..
I will be going to matrix next month...
But then, I'll watch it online when I got some free time..
Hahah...

This drama was Taecyeon from 2PM first drama...
He only will appear on episode 5 onwards...
I see...
I wonder how he acted..
Hahha...

The main male character in this drama is so cute !!
Argghh !!!
Cheon Jeongmyeong !!!
Yesterday, when he fetched Geun Yeong to go to his boss' house, he smiled at her when they met..
OMG !!
His smile in that scene is priceless...
I screamed when I saw he smiled...
Arggh ! Argghh !

He smiled sincerely..
I can tell just by looking at his face and his smile...
WooHoo~~
대박, 대박!!

I can't wait to watch episode 2 tonight..
Argh !
Hope I don't forget..
Hehe...

Let's Go Dream Team Season 2 [출발 드림팀 2]

Woah~
I watched Dream Team just now...
Woah~
The team was amazing especially Sangchu and Junho from 2PM..

I was just like them [the team] watched their match in awe..
The other teams' expressions are also my expressions...
Hahah...
When they said "WOW", I also said wow..
Hahah..
So funny..

But Sangchu is just like his nickname..
The Monster Athlete..
He was a total Monster..
Hyuu~


Junho was good too..
He can run very fast..
Aww~~
That's cool...
He has flexible body, he has speed..
Hahahah...
XD
I like..
Kekeke..

When they need to have compete 100m run, I was hoping Junho can win the first place...
But of course, no one can beat the monster...
Junho was at the third place..
He could be in the second place..
But he seemed to slow down as he saw Minho fell..

Aww~~
That was very kind of him...
He couldn't left his friend behind like that..
So sweet~

Anyway, I, who just watching them on television, totally made me nervous..
Even though I 'm not the person who need to do the running, I still feel nervous..
Aigoo~
Hahah..
Nervous who will be the ace of the event...
Kekeke..

Dream Team is always the best as it is..
But I prefer they compete with other teams rather than individual match..
Means like the earlier event they did..
They competed with the baseball team, the soldiers and athletes...
To me, it's more cool and awesome to compete with someone from other industries...

Poor Danny..
He was so sick..
I can see his face was so pale..
But he still try to do his best on the individual event...
Fighting ! Fighting !

I feel bad...

Last night, aroung 2.20 a.m I received a message from my friend..
At that time I just was about to sleep and when I heard my message ringtone, I talked to myself, "Sape pulak yg mesej time2 mcm ni?"..

So I took my hand phone and read the message...
I saw my friend's name on the screen and really didn't expect to get this kind of message from her..
After I read it, I felt really bad..
I feel that all this happened to her was my fault..
I kept saying on her to do it...

Aih~
I'm so sure she's sad right now...
Still find it hard to accept what had happened although she expected it to happened...
Argghh ! I'm so guilty..
I felt so guilty...
Oh, I sorry my friend...
So sorry...
Hope you can overcome this...
すみません。。。*bow*

If you need shoulders to cry on, I can lend you mine...
Anytime, anywhere you want..
Hope you will be strong.. =)

Imaginations

I love to imagine something nice happens to me..
But of course the imagination is impossible to happen in reality...
Kekeke...

Just now I was chatting with seobseob donsaeng...
She sent me a file..
It was a picture..
Seobseob Ssanti Banner...
A banner for her seobseob fanfic...

Sometimes, I really like reading these fan fiction thingy..
But depends on my mood..
Once I read it, I can't stop..
I need to finish reading the story..
Hahah..
Especially if the story line is very well conduct..

I like to imagine...
Sometimes I feel like my imaginations are so nice [Ceh, puji diri sendiri plak]..
I maybe good at imagining things but I'm not good at expressing the imaginations with words...
I suck at it..
And my English is horrible too...

Sometimes I really envy to those who can write very well..
They know how to express it with words..
They can make the readers feel the story..
Aih~
I think I'm good at nothing...

I'm not good with socializing, social networking and etc. etc.
Some people might not be good at socializing with people in reality but they are very good with social networking..
They can attract readers or people to be their friends..
Not like me...

Sometimes I feel like people easily get irritated with me...
That is what I feel...
I don't know what the reality is..
Sometimes I feel left out too...
Like no one knows about my presence or I'm like a stranger..

Hahah..
So much negative thoughts...
Aih~
No good, no good...
I should not think about this kind of thing..

But there's no harm to write about it..
I didn't mention anyone specifically..
Or write something bad about other people...
I just want to write...
That's all..
Just like what I wrote at 'About Me' section..
To write what I feel in this blog.. ^^

I better go to bed...
It's almost 1.25 a.m...
Good night, bloggie~.. =)
おやすみなさい。。。
*yawn*

*Scream*

Just now, when I entered the bathroom to brush my teeth, I, again accidentally touched a cockroach... @_@
I was about to open the water tap and didn't realize its presence on the tap...
I screamed in the bathroom..
Luckily it was not loud enough for other people to hear it...

I hate it when it happens...
I really don't like all the insects thingy especiall the crawling and flying insects...
They are so scary like hell !!
I don't understand why these organisms must come into our house where they supposed to live outside the house...
I mean like on the trees or somewhere where there is no people...

Eww~~
Phobia, phobia...
Why la these creature must exists?
If they exist to eat something that people won't eat or anything then it's okla..
But don't disturb people's life, my life especially...

EEEeeiiii~~
Some more they have very weird smell...
@_@
Go away, go away~
I don't disturb you so don't come near me or I use my secret weapon to destroy you..
@_@

You should proud with it !

Few days ago, I went to Lost World of Tambun [water theme park] with few of my school friends...
We had so much fun there...
My skin become so red and pain because of the sunburn...

When I arrived at home, my face and hands skin become darker...
OMG !!
I was so depressed with it...
It was my own fault because I didn't use my brain to think what is the effect for not applying lotion on my skin...

Argghh !!!
I'm so sad... T.T
I try to tell my friend what I feel with this sunburn thingy..
But they don't seem to comfort me or try to give a better solution to overcome this..
They also didn't give some word of encouragement so that I won't feel sad about it...

I keep on trying to search on internet how to get rid of this tanned skin in a short period of time...
But none of them was really useful...
I tried this one method..
Of course it won't give the results immediately..
But still, I hope the method will make the skin color come back to its original color faster...

I asked my mom how long will it takes to get back to normal skin...
She said one month..
NO ~ !!!
I totally cannot accept the fact..
This tanned skin make my face looks ugly...
Very ugly...
I hate to look my own face and hands with this skin color.. TT.TT

But just now, I searched again about how to get rid this tanned skin..
I click on this link and read the article...
It says I just need to avoid the sun and the skin color will come back to its original color...
It also says that it's not wrong to have tanned skin..
And I should be proud of it since I got it because I did something that is fun.. =)

After reading that, it was totally make me feel better than before...
I'll try to avoid the sun light and will still try the method to get rid of the tanned skin...
Who knows besides getting rid the tanned skin, it will make my skin healthier and nice..
Hahah..
I hope this feeling will go on until I get back my original skin tone..
InsyaAllah... =))

Cekik Darah

Ish, cekik darah btul la...
Direct translation of cekik darah is blood strangle [hahahah XXDD]...
Adoyoi~ kenapa la fan meeting Korean artists yg datang Malaysia ni kne bayar...
I know if they go to other country also the fans need to pay to go to the fm...
If the payment is about RM20, RM30 boleh la..
Ni sampai RM200, RM300... @_@

Ni cekik darah fans namenye..
Those fans yg loaded boleh la go to the fan meeting..
It's just a fan meeting not a concert...
If concert than people like me can understand la...

This is all the artists management yg wat...
Xskela...
本当に大嫌いです。。。
I know some artists feel bad for the fans because they have to pay high price just to meet their idols...
Management diorg ni ambil kesempatan...
Because they know those fanatic fans are willing to pay as much as they can to meet their fav idol...

Haih~ what can I do about it...
This life is so unfair...
Some people are taking advantage on others..
So sad, so sad...
I'd rather go to their concert rather than their fm yg kne bayar mcm tiket concert tu...
の_の

Arggghhh~~~ !!! *breathe* *breathe*

OMG~ OMG~ OMG~ !!!

Really can take my eyes off you !!

I'm dazing~~

*fangirling* =D

Arrggghhhhh~~~!!! *breathe* *breathe*

Jay !

Why you did that !?

You make me dazed~

You're so cute when you smile like that...

It makes me melted when I see your smile... +_+

Tgk, excited sgt sampai English pun dah mcm ape ish...

Ape ni Jay~?

Aiyo..

This vid is really DAEBAK !!

I'm sure most of the girls faint when they saw this vid..

Hahahah...

When you sing that song, it was as if you sing to me~~~

Nyaaa~~~~

Even seobseob donsaeng felt the same way too...

Haih~

You're amazing la Jay !

You still HOT like you used to be..

Kyaa~~ *^*

Woot~ woot~

WooHoo~~~

=D

Japanese Traditional House

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I really love the Japanese Traditional Houses..

I wish I could own or build that kind of house..

I plan to build that house when I already got my own job and have lots of money..

I just love the design and everything about it..

It's so classic..

Like during the ancient times...

Usually all these Japanese traditional houses have basements and secrets room..

I really like it..

It makes the house full of mystery and stuff..

Although sometimes it looks scary but I think its fun..

Just like in the ghost games or ghost stories..

They usually use these houses to make the film..

I don't know why I like so much about the Japanese traditional house..

To say that I'm mix with Japanese, I'm not..

Because since I was small..

I really like everything about Japan...

I went to Japan before..

But I didn't get to sleep in Japanese traditional house..

I stayed in a modern house..

Huhu..

I wish I could go there again..

I also want to go to Akita..

The icy cool place that have hot springs..

Wow~ :O

:)

Drama Review

I watched this drama these drama last two days..

It was a very nice drama..

I really like it when the teacher and the students were trying to find clues and hints to solve the puzzle..

Hahah..

But the teacher was very mean..

She treats her students badly while acting she was a great teacher in front of her peers and other people..

The teacher only care for the money rather than a man's love..

She also value herself more than her students...

But I really like the secret codes in every incident in the drama and the way she solved it..

It was so cool~

I wish I could think like her..

They also play with words..

Japanese and English words..

Wahh~~~

It's very impressive..

The teacher is teaching her students English..

She was not good at English but pretend she is very good at it..

Hahah...

It was so funny when she thought them English words but then asks them to say it in Japanese pronounciations...

Kahkahkah~

For example "destiny" pronounce as "dis-ney"...

Hahah..

It's so stupid but it's fun..

I guess the director and the scriptwriter are so brilliant to play with words and making the codes...

I'm so jealous..

I wish I could play with words too..

Huhu..

This drama was published in 2008..

Which I was in high school that time..

It's already been two years since the drama released...

That's all for drama review for today.. :)

I love this sky...

"きみは幸せでしたか?

とても幸せでした。"

恋空 ..

I just watched this movie...

OMG~ !

I really love this movie..

A very touching love story..

Mika is very lucky to find a guy like Hiro and Yu..

Both of these guys totally have different characters..

Hiro more to rough and agressive type of guy while Yu is very gentle and mild..

I really admire Hiro and Mika true love...

I wish I can get a guy like Hiro or Yu..

But I prefer guy like Hiro because I like 'bad guy' type..

Hahah..

Oh, it will be the best if there is a guy with Hiro and Yu personality combination..

Kyaaa~~~

But I don't understand why people nowadays must make love just to prove that they love each other?

This is so not okay and wrong..

When Mika is pregnant Hiro was very happy and ready to be a father..

She was lucky to get a guy like Hiro..

What if the guy left you when he knows that?

Hah !

Then only you regret..

Even if the guy accept it but they didn't get family's blessing it will become a disaster too..

Mika miscarriage because she was pushed by someone..

But I think it's like her 'balasan' for what she did..

Hiro too..

I mean make love before marrige..

Anyway, let's get back to our story..

I cried when Hiro dies..

OMG~

I hold back my tears but my eyes were teary..

Huhu..

If I were his girlfriend I will be very very sad..

After spending last moments together, almost everyday..

In the hospital..

Haih~

I wish Mika will be together with Yu..

He was so sweet and understanding..

At first, he don't want to let Mika go but then he said " When a guy leaves a girl, he wants her to be happy"..

Aww~~

He told her to go before he cries..

He did cry..

He throw away a gift that shows Mika was his, which he just gave her few moments ago..

I thought Mika and Yu will be together at the, but they're not..

This is so sad.. T.T

Hiro san, I'm your 天使空... :)

You'll be always look after Mika from the SKY while I'll be your 天使空.. :D

"I'll love this sky, because you're there.

The Sky of Love, that joins me to you."

"Love is beyond expectation...

It comes with sacrifices.

It's tricky and difficult decision to be made.

I'm thankful that I met you.

I feel the joy to love and to be love.

Where is the sky of love that I was hoping for?"

Nostalgia

15th and 16th Birthday present ^^

When is the best time to open this?

Semua pun ade buku ni kan?

17th Birthday present ^^

Souvenir orang jauh

18th Birthday present ^^

Souvenir from someone

Souvenir from someone

Everyone got this one but different design

A few days ago, when I couldn't use internet, I suddenly thought of these stuff..
I took out all my presents from my friends..
I suddenly remember our bittersweet together during high school...
I really miss those moments and wish can turn back time...
There's no need words to describe all these things..
I'm sure if my friends look at it they'll sure remember it and smiles to themselves..
If they don't, I'm very sad then..
Because to me they didn't mean to give those stuff from the bottom of their hearts...