Pathetic !!

Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate myself now..

I hate me, I hate me, I hate me !!!!

It's all over now..

Everything is ruined !

There's no future for me..

Everything is so dark..

Stupid, stupid, stupid...

I don't know why is this happening to me...

I want to accept it but I can't..

Everyone's so fine but not me..

I don't know what can I do..

I don't want to stay in this country anymore..

I want to go somewhere there's nobody knows me..

Oh, Allah, please make my mind and heart in peace..

This is very torturing...

I can't hold it anymore..