I thought I was Happy~

It was so happening when Jay is around

I thought I was happy to come back Ipoh..
But why last night I felt so lonely and depressed..
Seobseob couldn't come here and Jay from 2PM is not coming back..
We can no longer see the happy and crazy Jay... T.T

Why these sad news is coming to me?
Why, why?
I felt so lonely right now..
Nothing special is coming up...
Wants to go out with friends..
But some couldn't since they got stuff to do...
Some got tests to sit on...

I couldn't reach seobseob..
Maybe she went or on the way to PD...
Or maybe she was depressed and couldn't talk to anyone including me about it..
*Sigh~*